The Eagle I Become.

Sign # 1

Since I was a child my grandma said I'm a carefree kid, totally clueless about the ruthless world. When I said ruthless I'm talking about people talking behind your back and people who tends to get easily jealous of petty things like your own accomplishments and that's not nice....for me.

When I become an elementary student I slowly become aware of how the people you call 'friends' gossips about you when your back is turn and how you have to be force to join them because you don't want to apart from the 'crowd'.

I let myself be chained in their what do you call this 'friendship' of some sort. I just wanted to fit in so I forced myself to submit to their unjust whims. Some even want to be my friend because I can be useful to them. Because of that my self esteem decreased and I felt self petty cause I can't even break my self free. I let myself be a center of ridicule for my elementary years. But that all changed when I reach High School.

In the middle of the first grading our teacher announce who is on the top ten for the first grade. And I got in, in top 4. I thought that my so called 'friends' would congratulate me. At this point of time I still haven't lost faith for them I thought maybe they would change but they didn't. I felt my fragile glass shattered when my friend just mock me of my accomplishment. Instead of being happy for me they became hostile and I was totally out of the group.

I thought to myself  "Hey! maybe now you can stand in your own two feet."  But the road to independence is hard. My first year end with lots of people misunderstanding me. And being me I didn't try to explain myself. When the second year started I thought that I will have new classmates but again it didn't happen . I got stuck with my hostile friends again. When the class voted me as their class president I'm not exactly enthusiastic about my position cause I can clearly tell that It wouldn't be easy. 

When their are activities that will be held they would always push me in and blame me for their wrongs. I didn't pay them attention at that. I thought "Why would I pay attention to people who never listens?" 

In the middle of my second year. I found a kindred spirit in a form of a petite clumsy girl. She became my pillar when I almost lost it. We became the best of friends and thanks to her I started to open myself and never to let other people walk all over me. We stay together cause as what we say opposite attracts. I've proven that when I met her my Best Friend. She is clumsy and easily distracted while I'm always alert and on stand...hahahha..

When I reach third year I also met my second friend. She is just like me when I have problems. She doesn't have confidence in her self and always put herself at the bottom. I became her Best Friend because she doesn't care that people may dislike her because of me. She just make us laugh all the time. We became the Best of Friends because of just one reason and that is "We have Trust to one Another."

My first friend named "Darlie" became my 'naturalist' and I always thank her for that. While I also become someones 'naturalist' to my other friend "Gesa".

Thanks to them I learned how to fly. I release my self from the self restraint I put myself into. I become free just like what I always wanted to be. Thanks to them.

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[Don't Close yourself and become a cage bird. Let yourself known and establish your presence to them. You will never forget what you are especially what you wanted to be.]

That's all!

hahhahaha!

I got myself a reminiscence...

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